miserysDESIGN!

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2004-08-09T10:54:20Z

THE USED NEW CD - IN STORES 9/28
The new album from The Used, In Love And Death, will be in stores September 28th in North America, September 27 in many countries around the world.

miserys_design @ 2004-08-06T22:06:00

2004-08-06T15:07:18Z

WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME?
I won't let this get, i won't let this take me down. ~~but it shot me down already!~~

miserys_design @ 2004-08-04T12:53:00

2004-08-04T05:57:07Z

I'm not in the mood to update this journal, i'm not feeling like holding onto this journal anymore. I am exhausted from the days which lie in the past now, i am exhausted from the days in front of me. But here they are

Shannon, Tee and me

Oz, Stephanie, Olivier and Pierre

Charles, Me and Stephanie

Charles, Stephanie and Me

Me, Stephanie, Charles and Pierre (grabbing Charles's ass!)

Pierre and Stephanie

T!PSY

2004-07-28T18:09:51Z

I'm tipsy, my friend paul came over and, geese, who knows how much we drank together. I'm sure not one of those who counts their drinks. Had very nice conversations with him, about this and that. The normal rambling you do, when you have not seen a friend for a few months. And not to forget, we both came back from summer, which means: EXTRA MORE TRASH TO TELL!
Went over to jj's a bit, to see sureesa and all of those others. Nice talks there about shit whats been on our minds. Ended up watching shrek 2 over at my house for a while, and now i'm about to burst out in tears. ~~why does nothing ever go my way, when it comes to <3?~~.
REMINDER: POST THOSE PICTURES FROM LAST NITE ONTO YOUR LJ, eva!

miserys_design @ 2004-07-25T22:44:00

2004-07-25T15:52:46Z

yay for the weekend , and for it turning out quite interesting and awesome. I went to do my hair with sa at this place called 'take care'. It's cheap and they do a great job. The asshole at the place pulled loads of my hair out tho, and blamed it on the lenght of the hair. That was some new bullshit I have not heard! We ended up trying on everything in my closet because, god damit, i need some new clothes! i'm running out of black tops to wear. First stop was studio for the night, had some shorts of feiglinge, which I brought back from germany. Later, we went to a place called sirocco, which has the most fantastic view. You can see all over bangkok. A must go, if you ever visit the city! The night ended at silom, where everyone was. Saturday night same thing happened, ended up at silom, with a little too much alcohol in me, which lead to a friendly relationship between the toilet and me!

miserys_design @ 2004-07-23T14:22:00

2004-07-23T07:30:21Z

I found out that i never keep what i say. In my last post i bragged about not going out that night, well i did end up going out, because charles really wanted me to go out, so i thought it would not be too bad. It was quite nice hanging out with the guys and girls. Ended up leaving early, 'cause i caught the ride with jj and sa. When i woke up this morning, i thought i was going to die. I hate the mornings where you wake up and the first thing you do is run to the toilet because you feel sick from last night. At least everything is out, and i'm fresh for tonight. I'm just waiting for sa to come over to my place, and than we'll get this day started!

miserys_design @ 2004-07-22T19:21:00

2004-07-22T12:25:06Z

Another cheerful day for me! I started my driver lessons on monday and things turn out better each day. After that i went to see a movie with olivier, his brother, pierre and stephane. we saw ~~cat woman~~. very very very awful movie, got an apology for making me watch it!
I was thinking about going out, but it's raining like a bitch, and last time i went out and it rained it was a shit night, so i'll rather gather all my energy and give 110% tomorrow night (:

miserys_design @ 2004-07-19T21:30:00

2004-07-19T14:31:40Z

and this comes from messing with the html. A scrwed up sheet, with sillion of mistakes, and stuff missing. yay for messing with the sheet and getting one big disaster!

<3 and </3

2004-07-15T05:29:49Z

Yesterday i ended up meeting charles, and it was just great. He introduced me to a band called : MASS HYSTERIA <3 ! it's a french band and it's just great. I got my two NIHIL<3<3 cd's and they are just fucking great! The first album i will get next time i'll meet up with him.
Tho, recieving all this good cd's reminds me of this stupid computer. I lost all my 2000or more songs, which i had on the computer. Only because he decided to just fuck up again, shit computer.
I'm heading to the movies in about an hour, going to watch I,Robot with Stephane and a friend of his from Paris, called Ben. mmmm.
But for now, it's me and my music!

EDIT:/ we watched the movie I, ROBOT. The start of the movie was quite intresting but the end was just messed up and destroyed the whole movie. I'm suffering under very bad stomache cramps, it feels like i'm getting eaten from the inside

strange

2004-07-13T21:18:41Z

Obviously i am suffering under the consequenses of an jet legg, i went to bed at around 8.30ish, now it's past 4am and i can't get back to sleep - i'm exhausted, but maybe being exhausted is just one normal human condition, in which we are most of our lives. I've been feeling rather strange latley. Not too sure what's happening around me, don't really know what emotion to place in the right situation. I have not had a proper meal since Sunday, and i feel sick just by the thought of taking something into me. When i arrived yesterday, i thought i will just stay at home, get things unpacked and try to arrange things in my room. None of that really turned out to be working, i hanged out with stephane for a while, got home and started to hang out with sureesa, jj and a friend of his. today i will prob. meet up with charles, he brought me 3 cd's from france, what a sweetheart he is. Really looking forward in meeting him, and than at night i guess we'll all go to some club together, who knows. =/

home sweet home

2004-07-13T04:11:05Z

There are no words, no amount of how much i have missed being home, where i can close my doors, where i can sit in my little cosy corner for hours and just think and not let others influence me. Oh i'm back from my trip to europe, and nothing feels the same anymore.

t!me

2004-06-29T13:55:53Z

It's been too long since i sat on a computer and was able to update my journal. I've been in spain for a week, and had a motherfucking great time over there, it was the best thing that could happen. barcelona is a very beautiful city, it's a must GO!
now i'm in germany (frankfurt), hanging over the computer and wonderin' what the hell has been going on for the last couple of weeks, time fly's it's running away from us, slippin' away! but in a way it's all good, i can't wait till school is over and until i can go to paris with my friends (that's one of my recent plans, which sounds greater by the minute)

f!@cked up!

2004-06-19T10:00:59Z

and who ever said that females are complicated creatures, didn't take a close look at himself. males, where do i start? there is no start, thats the problem. they are this one code you'll never crack, because whatever happends nothing is right! grr.
last night was awkward but it was great! !

1 more hour till my prom
2 more days till linkin park
3 more days till barcelona
21 more days till i'm back
& unknown days till my nihil cd's

</3 i'm eva's broken heart

2004-06-12T14:43:16Z

I GOT MY CD'S!
2x Lost prophets, 2x Thursday, 1x The Used, 1x Story of the Year, 1x Taking back Sunday, 1x Boxcar race (dunno them=/), 1x mix cd!!

Friday was crazy. First my friends had to wait an hour for me, than i had to wait an hour for them, while that hour i started drinkin' alone, 1 kamikaze pitcher (yum!). the feelin' was awkward, i felt like a sad drunk. but they joined me, and we had some more pitchers at the beer garden! We left for silom around 11ish, had more and even more drinks there. <3 takin' kamikaze shots!. The night ended with my friend makin' out with a french guy. she/he (both!) were being a total jerk, and i could not take it anymore. Alex was being very supportive, had great talks - and he told his schoolmate off! Yay, and again i found out my french knowledge just simple sucks. BUT thanks to my ~~evilfrenchfriend~~ i could bitch at people!<3

been on my horrible fight club addiction lately. Just today i watched the movie twice. mmmm, i can't get enough. and the more you watch it, the more you understand, the more sense it all makes, the more hints you find. Oh don't you just love analyzing every little detail and search for hints? *yesyes, we do love it!*
Narrator: And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.

drowning lessons!<3 my chemical romance

2004-06-09T14:04:02Z

Today was SWIM-DAY, and i thought this day was going to be awful. But it turned out to be a nice relaxing day. The Orginization of the day was the worst ever, but who is to blame, i would have been shocked if this day was orgininzed, because nothing ever is in my school. Most of the day we were just in the pool, being childish and enjoyin' the sun.

All this competing with other students, working on my history paper is just sucking so much energy out of me. It does not seem, as if there are just competitions in sports, no the whole world seems to be filled with them. Everyone is tryin' their best, to be the best - to be superior. And all this, who is the best, is making me feel like an inferior!

Lets say goodbye, the hundreth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again

STALKER?!

2004-06-08T13:28:29Z

miserys_design's LJ stalker is birthdefect!

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like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

2004-06-07T13:36:25Z

*SCREAMS* can school get any worse? At this point i don't think so.*END SCREAM* I hate my mathteacher, with her horrible mathclasses. And History is just a pain in the ass, but i have to admit, a little information is always great (i'm a secret dork, i have to admit!).

On the other hand, hopefully i will get to see my cds on the weekend, i've been waiting now far to long to get my THE USED, THE THURSDAY, STORY OF THE YEAR and many more cds, argh, i can't wait to go to europe and do some cd shoppin' and hopefully i won't get as dissapointed as i get here when i enter cd warehouse (hmv rocks!). On the other hand, SOMEONE IS SUPPOSE TO BRING ME THE NIHIL CD THIS SUMMER! Woah, all this music is giving me a rush of happyness, what would live be without music?!

And here is some great things i have learned from my evil french side: t'es un connard et debile :). Merci beacoupe pour le joli morts francaise!

grab the boobs and push up!

2004-06-05T14:39:24Z

This weekend was something, which is hard to sumup. But let me pick out the best events and explain you what has been going on and what has happend:
I felt depressed at the second i woke up on friday, it was just horrible to know it's a friday, when you just had a night behind you wiht a nightmare and you almost choked on your cough. I decided to skip my medication, to be able to get drunk tonight, and that's what we did. My friends (kathleen,simon,jana) came over and we went to aubonpain, went to the supermarket and got a bottle of CRANBERRY VODKA! headed to another supermark to get some CRANBERRY JUICE and soda's. It was 6pm and we ended up takin' shots, we played playstation, took pictures and talked about the difference in M and F and their sexual status. We ended up headin' to Silom because my friend Daniel (who joined us later with volker) wanted to run after some girl, which he totally screwed up later. So there we were silom, and i ran right into my friend oz, who i was suppose to meet up with, but ended up tellin' i was sick, so lukc for me, but we catched up today, and ate 500g of rainbowicecream! So we were at silom, had 3 kamikazee pitchers after one vokda bottle, but yay we were feelin' all so good, and ended up just sitting outside, discussin' my friends move, how to get a girl, we ended up noticing, most ~~internation~~ girls go for the grab the tits and push them up. i am sad to see, what is happenin' with all these girls, my one friend ended up with a 14 year old. =/ My friend and i just sat outside and cracked up, and i hanged out a lot with oz, it was a fun night.
pics:

just another day out of the 365!

2004-06-03T14:46:46Z

boys are stupid, THROW ROCKS AT THEM

fever-wave!!!

2004-05-29T11:14:05Z

This weekend started awful. It will take one more week, until i get to see my THURSDAY, THE USED, LOSTPROPHEST cd's =/
So on friday my friend and i went to the hairsalon to cut our hair, after that we met up with another friend and we ended up watchin' a very 'idiotic' germanshow. The whole time i felt pretty much down, coudn't be bothered to move. it got worse over the night, when we were out i just wanted to sit and never stand up again. Daniel took me home, and while sitting in the cab i started to feel tht my throat is swelling up, when i got home i found myself havin' a fever 39.5 - i still got a slight fever, i'm exhausted and don't feel like doing anything. i'm home alone, and just feel like sleepin' - but sleepin' brings me nightmares. =/

'cause you bleed all of the time.

2004-05-26T12:19:21Z

so things are suppose to be lookin' up because the weekend is almost there. But my muscle from my right leg is torn, fuck you mr. tree for makin' us swim 1km in less than 30min. And right after my leg-pain, i got the wire from my 89 braclets stuck in my finger. OUTSCH, they made me take them all off. i was wearin' them since summer 2003. grrr, i'll get some new once on friday=D
We had 4hrs of art today, fun stuff! I started my project: i'm going to build a room, it's going to bright (white), and the walls will be covered with pictures of war, people suffering, people dying. The whole room will look like a giant black box from the outside, and you can write and leave a message on the outside. BUT if you want to enter the room, you have to wear a gasmask, which will make you short of breath. My goal : to give people the atmosphere of war. The main subject of all our projects is : IDENTETIES vs. GLOBILISATION. And i'm proud to say, that i gave almost everyone in class a nice idea what they could do. weeee, i like! So things have been pretty hectic, too much school work, but i did not really do anything yet, because -- -- i'm a lazy ass. (who isnt?!).
so i got some new cd's, got the soundtrack from lost in translation and the new cd from yeah yeah yeahs. i'm waiting for momentsfaded to tell me some nice songs from the underroath =) i hate how you can't get any cd's here in bangkok and how SLOW this god damn internet is. damn you.

there is no party, like a party from an alcoholic

2004-05-22T11:20:08Z

It was tim's farewell, graduation party last night. I ended up meetin' up with friends of mine, went to go and get a kamikazee pitcher (PINK ONE!) - and we ended up catchin' a cab to tim's. He lives in the middle of nowhere, but it seemed worth the roadtrip with an urgent bladderpreasure! At first i felt pretty uncompfortable not knowing everyone, and tim had some problems with dealin' with the people who came. it ended great, with two swims, rain and freezin' my ass of and holdin' a hot cup of tea and watch the sunrise. people seemed to pass out one by a time, except a few who joined the 4am swim. I ended up going over to my friends place at around 6:30ish, went to sleep there at 7 until my mother called and asked me where the hell i was. So i got up, went to go buy the Linkin Park tickets worth 17'500bht! wohoa, it's going to be one hell of a show. Tho everyone tells me they suck live, but what does it matter, i bet they still sound pretty awesome. The Shit is, doors open at 3pm and the show starts at 8.30, so it's going to be one hell of a long standin' day.
enough, enough - i'm headin' to bed. i'm exhausted.

the world seems to be gone mad

2004-05-15T05:27:31Z

Last night was fun again! It all started of by me finding out that LINKIN PARK is going to LIVE IN BANGAKOK on the 20TH of JUNE. There does not seem to be a better way to start the weekend.A short day at school, didn't really got me down. before we went out 2 of my friends came over and we went to get our hair done. While gettin' our hair washed the power got cut off. I tell you it's a pain in the ass lying there with all the shampoo in your hair and not knowing when the god damn power will come back, thank god we just had to wait for 15min! So i went from all straight hair to curls at the bottom, and my friend and i decided to ditch the traditionell black and went for RED tops. Tim ended up commin' over to my place, and it was nice to see him again, because we have been talking on the phone for the longest of times, he knows me sometimes better than i know myself. So we ended up drinkin' shit loads. Alcohol brings you nice ideas, just like the idea of checkin' out some hotels to see what big shit wholes they sell to toursits at kausan. if you have seen the movie the beach, i know what i'm talkin' about or if u know the reputation from the hotelrooms of kausan! - we ended up seein' our friends again, just drinkin' as much as we can, one buget after another. It's horrible how they taste, but what can you do, the fun is too good, 5 people suckin' on straws and everyone is tryin' to beat the other. the whole friday ended up a little weird, we ended up dancin', i was dancin' with him, and it all just seemed wrong, it didn't seem right, because since when are we dancin' again? i can't go into details, it all seems too strange, where is the flaw? where is the mistake in this? my friends and i ended up for a 2am fruitshake, and catching the cab back home at 3.00. - got a call then from arno and jo tht i should come over to their house now, because they are doing after drinkin' but i thought tht the world has gone mad too much already, the changes, the difference in the shades, it all seems to be gone mad!

the old fashion addiction "RHCP"!

2004-05-13T13:32:07Z

So i went to see TROY with volker today, after he made my day by giving me a mp3 cd (700MB!) full of red hot chili peppers. After fuckin' all my cd's up, because my stero is a bitch to me, and loves to eat my cds. The movie was intrestin', thank god i'm not one of those kid's who see's the story on big screen for the first time, thanks to my latin teacher i know most of the greek myth stories. and i must admit, they give me a tiny orgasm. Who doesn't enjoy the proud of the fatherland and the strong believe to the gods. I remember the quote from brad pitt :"Let me tell you something about the god's you don't learn in your temple. The gods envy us, they envy us because we are mortal. We treasure every moment as if it's out last". (smth like tht). It touched me, because it's true, in the end we treasur what we have more, what would we do with our immortality? We would waste more days away, and harm and set out even more terror.
After a nice night out at the movies, i decided to upload some pictures of me to my diary (enjoy!):

i <3 music like a fat kid <3's coke.

2004-05-11T12:04:26Z

what do you do when school is being a pain in the ass and when friends are missunderstanding your behaviour, when mother and father keep tellin' you to do more when you've done enough, and when you are trying so hard to not bitch at the world, you DOWNLOAD MUSIC! I have been downloading all sort of stuff in the last couple of hours, my new addiction : dead poetic (thanks to momentsfaded for introducing me to them!), thursday, more dashboard confessional songs and the never ending songs from conor orbest <3 bright eyes! (<3 birthdefect for the hot tip of arienette!)
for some other news, dumbkidglory is moving from stealing-sunday to SMACKED-UP, so i'm a soon to become smacked-up member, where again i want to thank him for hosting me and my stuff. I still got my cold, which is making me feel even worse! It's around 32 degrees outside and i'm running around with a toilett roll in my hand, to stop my nose from running!